ANOTHER POEM BY SIMISCA,MANCHALI

There are things that i want to say
i can never get MYSELF READY
THESE WORDS MEAN A LOT TO ME
BUT THE THING IS, ONLY ME
THEY MIGHT NOT MEAN NYTHING
TO SOME ONE ELSE
IM TOO AFRAID TO TALK,
ABOUT THE FEELINGS WHICH I HAVE,
COVERED LONG SINCE.
THEY ARE BURIED DEEP INSIDE,
AND THEY MUST BE ALL DUSTY.
IT HAS BEEN YEARS.
I WANT THEM TO COME OUT,
BUT I DONT EVEN KNOW HOS STRONGLY I FEEL.
IF ITS RIGHT OR RONG.
I MUST SAY THEM SUM DAY
OR ELSE SOME PPL MIGHT NEVA KNW
WHAT I FELT AND WEN I FELT
THERE ARE FEELING OF LOVE, BETRAYAL, LOSS, FRDSHIP, INFATUATION
I HAVE EXPERIENCED IT ALL
ITS NT THT IM DYING
BUT I NEED TO SAY THOSE THINGS BEFORE MY LIFE ENDS
END IS WHAT I FEAR
THOSE FEELINGS MIGHT ALSO END
IF GIVEN THE PROPER VENT.
SOME OF THM ARE SORROFULL, OTHERS ARE HAPPY
BUT I DONT WANT THM TO GO
THEY ARE DA ONLY REMAINS I HV
OF MY PRECIOUS CHILDHOOD
THE GLOOMY RUINS ARE STILL BEAUTIFUL AND CHERISHED
ITS A MEMORY I ALWAYS WANT TO HV
I HV LEFT PPL BEHIND
BUT THE MEMORIES ARE STILL WID ME
I WISH I COULD TALK ABT MAH FEELINGS
AND END THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS
OR CLEAR THE ERRORS I DID
OR GET MY SWEETHEART BACK

-----------------SIMISCA,MANCHALI